I've loved her since i met her at the Toeic study 3 years ago.

But I've tried nothing about her because of my low self-confidence.

I just have tried myself to raise my confidence, watching her pretty kakaotalk profile sometimes, and missing her.

I've consistently studied for my abilities and worked out regularly for the good body.



Time has passed. 

After three years, 
I managed to get a bit of self-confidence from my 3years-endeavors , 
and sent her a message saying 
"How are you? Can we have a dinner on Sunday?".

And the answer was, 
"Sorry. I'm busy on that day. I'm sorry."

So I asked once more
"Oh, Hum... How about Saturday?"

And the answer was,
"No, I'm sorry. I'm busy in these days. I'll get in touch with you when i have a time. Bye."

...




There was no message or something from her even after 2 months.



And I watched her Kakaotalk profile in the morning as i always did, and I saw something. 

Something tragic and mournful to me.
Something that suggested to me that she now has a boyfriend and she loves him very much.

Not me but him who is handsome and tall.




I'd like to know how can I overcome this situation and where is my compensation for three years-endeavours.

What did I do for three years? And where are my endeavours?



I already knew there are impossible things in the world. But sometimes this truth makes me painful than i expected.

But I believe, it is just some trials to make me strong. 

I've always suffered long-continued mental trials from my self-love stories, but every time I suffered them, I became mentally stronger than before.


Now, She is nothing to me.
(Of course I'm nothing to her as I always have been)





Jh